Friday, November 12, 2010

Just Because...

This was taken four years ago, but I still am this bubbly girl :P

Suddenly, I miss my old life. You know, when I could still goof and call it a day without any worries whatsoever. Back when I could curl into my bed and not think about the future. Not worrying if my decisions are hard and if they'd be worth it in the end. Those days when all is handed right into my palms.

As I was looking at my old photos, I realized that I changed. I might still be the same bubbly, friendly and crazy old me, but then a lot happened to that girl. I became more in depth, much much wiser, I still try to settle but I now know my limits. Sadly, I worry a lot more now. I feel more scared of what lies ahead of me. And I feel sad if ever my plans wouldn't push through.

Right now, its always easy to say that you're living by the moment, when you're actually living to know the future. You're okay for now, but you wanna grasp just a little of the next years to see if everything you worked hard for will eventually pay off. I guess that's the easy way. But we all know that going on with life reaps sweeter rewards in the end. If its meant to happen that way.

I don't need a parachute because you're gonna catch me if I fall :)

Twenty five and still searching for more "take my breath away" moments, living my life to the fullest, attending events that makes her happy, battling a sickness that could make or break my future, enjoying family and friends, and loving the one who caught her heart: hook, line and sinker.

I'm leaving everything up to him. If this princess' wishes will come true, then I will be most happy. If its for me, then I gladly accept the challenge. After all, disney princesses worked hard for their happy endings. And their happy endings were all worth it. :)

2 comments:

  1. Do not worry about your future girl, live and make the most out of today.

    "So never worry about tomorrow, because tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. ~Matthew 6:34

    ""Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? ~Matt. 6:25

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